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Name: Natalie
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Quad Cities
Gender: Female

Interests: I really do enjoy a plethora of things.... ~MUSIC~ Assemblage 23, Marilyn Manson, Icon of Coil, Lamb of God, Zao, Snake River Conspiracy, Mindless Self Indulgence, VNV Nation, Genetorturers, Lacuna Coil, Ani DiFranco, etc. ~MOVIES~ Bio Dome, American History X, Clerks, Chasing Amy, Mallratz, Dogma, SLC Punk, Vanilla Sky, Pitch Black, Chronicles of Riddick, Great Expectations, Desert Blue, Monty Python and The Holy Grail, Monty Python and The Meaning of Life, Underworld, Rules of Attraction, Bully, May, 50 First Dates... I could list 1000 more... ~MISCELLANEOUS ACTIVITIES~ Singing, writing and reading poetry and short stores, reading an array of books, graphic and/or digital design, photography, masturbation (hey, a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do) http://marilyn-manson.net/vids/saint.mpg
Expertise: Graphic Design, bitch
Occupation: Customer service/support
Industry: Retail

Message: message meEmail: email me
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Member Since: 6/13/2004

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Sunday, November 06, 2005

So I'm not dead... but let's just say that it wouldn't be so bad....

NEW STUFF IN MY LIFE

1- I graduate in 30 days

2-Richie and I broke up

3- my brother is using a walker now

4- I love smoking.... it jsut makes me feel better. period.

5- i miss my friends.

6- Tim leaves for the marines in 20 days

7- Olivia is the best... and a mormon

8- Sam might be renting my boobs, if she calls....

9- I talked to Joel today

10- I talked to Jon today

11- I hung out with Cody today

12- I'm slacking off really bad in school..... might break my 4.0

13- I had my surgery done.... my throat still hurst sometimes and I can't hit any high notes

14- I leave for Springfield on January 22nd

15- I want to get the fuck out of here

wow..... nothing left to say... I never update....

If you care, leave me comments and/or call me......

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

I need love...

My brother was in a wreck on Thursday..... he hit a guardrail, it sliced through the car, and flipped the car into a ravine/ditch. He broke his pelvis in the front and back, has a horizontal compound fracture through his femur (sp?), stiches above his eye and on his lower leg, broke his ankle, bruised and cut from head to toe... They put a plate in the back and the front of his pelvis, with four screws in each and a rod that goes from his hip to his knee with two screws...

I don't know what to do... I have been back and forth from Peoria to see him and what not, but I feel so helpless..... I just want Nick to be ok and I can't do anything at all to make that happen.

Dear goddess let him be ok

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Saturday, September 03, 2005

i ____ Natalie.
Natalie is ____.
Natalie needs ____.
i want to ____ Natalie .
someday Natalie will ____.
Natalie reminds me of ____.
without Natalie , ____.
the worst thing about Natalie is ____.
the best thing about Natalie is ____.
i think Natalie should ____.
Natalie makes me want to ____.
Natalie probably tastes like ____.
if i could spend the day with Natalie , i'd ____.
i'd ____ for Natalie .
if i could be Natalie for one day, i'd ____.
i want to give Natalie a(n) ____.
if i could change one thing about Natalie , it would be ____.

fill this out for me or die...... I will hate you all forever if you don't fill this out!!!!! BITCHES!

=me=

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Thursday, September 01, 2005

Hey there homofags, cokeheads and hags..... how goes it?????

I think I may have died once more.......

RRRRRRRR! I work ever day this weekend, BUT I am open after 6:30... and up until 10pm on Friday....... so call me or something..... or not... actually, I have no idea when I'll be around or what I'll be up to, but calls would be nice (7389139).

If you love me, you will leave me messages and stuff... comments!!!!!!!

Oh- PETA videos are the saddest, sickest things in the world. I hate humans....

=me=

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Monday, August 22, 2005

Good times good times good times..... good weekend. Good night. I'm in a good mood. YAY FOR ME! Zoloft may actually be helping and I surely hope so because I'm sick of the drama, I'm sick of the complications, and I'm sick of feeling so numb emotionally.

Oh and how I LOVE when people say they're going to call and don't. Or make plans with me and blow me off completely, without even a courtesy call. Bitches.

ASSMONGER!

=me=

leave comments leave comments leave comments leave comments..............

Or I might very well die...... LOVE ME!

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Your Birthdate: January 18

Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity. There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself. You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator. You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas. Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed. There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others. Oddly enough, you don't expect as much in return as you give.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Know You're From Quad Cities When... You know what the phone number is for "Car Dead Call Fred"! You refer to the Mississippi River as "The River" You have to watch the paper to see which bridge would be best to get across "The River", since they are all are being worked on You know that Joes, Franks, Shortys, Clints, and Nancy's are not names, but pizza places You know that Whities is an Ice Cream place, not a racial term You know that South Park is the name of a mall, not a television show You know that Daisy Dooks is off of I-280, not a character on a television show You know that Tuxedos is not a place you rent one from You will stand in line for over an hour to buy "sculpted concrete" You know that Milan is not pronounced like the one that is the fashion capital of the world You know that "Magic Mountain" refers to a meal, not an amusement park ride You use the term "Palmer" as a familiar landmark You don't crash into a low clearance bridge driving on Brady or Harrison street You know that pork is THE white meat, not THE OTHER white meat You have used the phrase, "stupid Iowan" or "go back to Illinois"! You have to dial long distance to call someone within sight across the river, but dial a local number for someone twenty minutes away You know that the coming of spring mean that the Rock River WILL flood. Your house WILL be under water, and you're ok with it. You measure distance in minutes, not in miles You know what Taco Pizza is You THINK you know what four cities make up the Quad Cities. No one really knows. You know what Evel Knievel sounds like when he's mad You hear someone say, "I'm on Kimberly" and you do not think it is something sexual You can pay $14 for a round of golf You know that the Slider run refers to getting burgers, not to running a race You cannot see a White Castle restaurant for hours You can name 2 dorks! You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Quad Cities.

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Genius Executor of Sacrifices. Where You Lived: New Zealand. How You Died: Decapitation.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

You are

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You Know You're Addicted to Photoshop When...

You see the world with one eye and stock images with the other. When asked what the primary colors are, answer "RGB" You get the urge to 'fix' poor quality images. You start teaching your significant other to use this "evil" program and in the space of one afternoon convince them it's at least only quasi-evil in the face of PSP. You ramble about a breakthrough in the piece you're doing to people who have no idea in hell what you're talking about You ponder the meaning of existence without layers. You never leave the house without a digicam and notepad. You drop something and your brain tells you automatically "Ctrl-Z! Ctrl-Z!". When you realize it won't work, your brain tells you "Ctrl-Alt-Z! Ctrl-Alt-Z!" You're getting dressed for something important and you look in the mirror and realize you would look so much better if you could just tweak the levels a little and apply a slight gaussian blur. You stop on the street to rant about cheesey effects that should not be on professional posters. You scream out fonts as they appear on TV. You have dreams in "glowing edges" You're standing by the ocean and wondering who used Ocean Ripple. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to Photoshop.

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How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Lamb of God - Ruin

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